Billie Eilish revealed the extent of her self-harm in The World’s A Little Blurry.
The “Bad Guy” singer, who began struggling with depression after a hip injury forced her to stop dancing at 13 said in the documentary, “I was, like, 14-15. I had razors hidden in places, and I had Band-Aids hidden in the little corner of my room. And I always had Band-Aids on my wrists. I was literally locking myself in the bathroom and making myself bleed ’cause I thought I deserved it.”
The Apple TV+ film also revealed that Eilish had a relationship with rapper Brandon “Q” Adams. Footage showed them together in 2018, when she was 16 and he was 22. The pair split in 2019 because they weren’t on the same page.
She said, “I just wasn’t happy. And I didn’t want the same things he wanted and I don’t think that’s fair, for him. I don’t think you should be in a relationship, super excited about certain things that the other person couldn’t care less about.”